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I have to clean my life a lot sooner than I expected.    Don't ever ask me to draw vore.  I refuse it.     I may delete what I have done, and I so far have gone 25 hours without it.     I feel a little closer to God.   I've also decided to give up Mugen, and encyclopediadramatica.   I may have to give up furries.      Now the rest of the way back to His side is a long hard journey, but I will traverse this narrow road.   Friends will forsake me, new enemies will arise, old ones will resurface.   But, this is what must happen.   The longer I go with no vore, the longer I can fight off my temptations and gay desires.   Who's to say I don't hit a snag and fall back downhill?   Doesn't matter, I still have Jesus, and He will always be there to pick me back up and send me on the right path again.   

John, I will always love you, and even though I'm fighting to go back to God's side, I will always have a deep love for you.   I'll stop lusting after you, but my love will remain, and will  do anything to help you in life.  Even if it hurts me.   I'd gleefully jump in front of a bus to save you.
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Shawa666 Featured By Owner May 5, 2012
SO I HERD YOU DRAW VORE?
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Mateus95860 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2012
U came from ED?
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Equivamp Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
lol
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shrivak Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Good on ya mate! Keep it up! It's good to know someone has got back onto the road made of pure awesome.

BTW, found from ED
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StrawberryR Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
1. Your whole journal entrry AND A LINK TO IT is on the vore page of ED.
2. W.t.f. "I can fight off my temptations and gay desires." Where does it say that being gay is a bad thing?
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Vizronze Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2010
I found this trough Encyclopedia dramatica, if i should be honest, i think vore is sick, and i can't understand why some people like it. but you have my deepest respect for the choice you have made, no matter what you do, God will always love you :)

And good luck fighting these tendecies :)!
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235U Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2009
Leviticus was written for Jews. If you're going to be all ex-gay and stuff, you better stop wearing clothes made of multiple fibres and get circumcised.

Tl;dr: You're doing it wrong.
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pamnesia Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2009   General Artist
You should give something up because it feels right to you, not for some religion that is constantly making people miserable.
I feel bad for you. Love is eternal. Don't give it up unless YOU think its right. YOU. JUST YOU. NOT A PREACHER.
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shrivak Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
How is it constantly making people miserable?
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pamnesia Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2010   General Artist
Long term psychological effects of guilt and shame over being gay because some preacher misinterpreted the bible, suicide, how the bible was used to protect everything from murdering young women to slavery. Just my opinion. Not based on, you know, historical events.
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